My years of life leave me now
To sail on a ship with no anchors…
The winds are weary and mists unfriendly
Perhaps I may never reach Heavens shores...
I can’t see who rows my ship,
I can only see the mighty oars sweep
And the waters crystal clear as day
While skies above me speak of night…
I never knew when I started
Dare not remember when I left,
But the shores I did kiss goodbye
Now all I can do is reminisce
I can see my life gone by
See its colors fade away
Birth, life and death remain,
Simple as a story, left to discuss…
When my mind should be calm and sober,
I still yearn to flit and dance
I realize that life has not left me
My life refuses to leave…
I wish there was a breeze here,
A breeze drenched in winter rains...
To cool my face to sickening blue
And finally remind me of the truth.
Before I reach the shores of Life,
I have sins to repent and wounds to heal
But time is not a matter,
When I have thousand miles to sail…
While I wait in silence,
Miles away my name was calling
For sins repented and wounds healing
Heaven’s shores were calling!
In years past when youth flourished
I had dreamt of the afterlife.
Dreamt of walking through Heavens orchards,
Dreamt of golden stairs to climb…
And now I look all around, searching for your face
What use to me, Heaven’s open doors?
When universes away voices keep calling…
“Miles away, still I love you all the same…”
