What i meant to say....

I can’t understand this feeling

Just boiling up inside

Tossing and turning, hiding my smile...

Just realised my true worth:

Not an inch of any heart

Not a part of any smile.

You say you’re there, by my side,

But I can’t feel you when you’re gone

I still feel only bitter agony inside.

It’s so vague I can’t portray

Having my heart here, writhing,

As you lead me astray...

These tears come from nowhere

For many it’s out of sight.

I show them to you and I cry

As you righteously push me aside...

A half hearted promise you did give,

Or was it an option? ...  I don’t know

What’s the point in it?

When I know it’s nowhere near the truth...

You don’t know why you stay back,

I’m just a link to a memory long past...

Just search a little deeper inside

I’m not that special person anymore...